| Nothing interesting |
[Apr. 2nd, 2008|09:59 am] |
so, been a while, nothing particularly interesting to report apart from I fucked up my 3rd year at uni. I could say I was partially in love with a ho whom I got fucked over with or I'm just not uni material and I wanna fuck around.
truth be told when I got sent to do this mother fucker I never expected to meet SO many geeks in one place, it's like all dem idiots who sat the infront of classes in highschool gathered up to avenge themselves. fuck this shit man. I was expecting more parties and the pussy that comes with it. pffft.
2weeks to go.
watch the epic failure! |
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| Mohit calls. |
[Jan. 6th, 2006|12:57 pm] |
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Mohit started calling me again. he's generally nice but SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO flipping weird!! I always ignore his calls because everytime he calls, hes asking about school work or some revision shit. F**k off dude!!! even after dad's funeral he did the same thing, I dunno whether the fact that he's indian and has this 7/11 accent that makes him this retarded or it's his pride in new delhi or wherever hes from. UGH. Louise made him call me again. GRRR. |
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| VIRUS!!! |
[Dec. 29th, 2005|11:30 am] |
well, shit. I got my computer infected yesterday with some spyware/virus thingie.
I opened a website, it opened some other website, next thing you know it downloaded two files (.EMF and .WMF) it opened them as images, then afterwards my computer went REAL slow, THEN it installed zillions of junk stuff on my desktop along with porno shit, then... it started sending millions of emails to randomly generated addresses which slowed the hell out of my computer. i had to back up my uni work and format, i've been meaning to do that, but not this quick! i stayed up until like 5am working on my computer, it feels fresh now. i've got everything up to date. hehe i didn't have an antivirus software up to date before.
ANYWAY, BE VERY CAREFUL OF VIRUSES. THAT SHIT WAS WILD, IT EVEN SCREWED UP MY OUT OF DATE NORTON ANTIVIRUS! |
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| go away, H! |
[Dec. 19th, 2005|10:57 am] |
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i spoke with heather yesterday, ok, so it's gotten as bad as I HATE hearing my phone beep then seeing a message of her, she told me she likes more than i like her blablablah. i highly doubt that we'll ever be together cuz... i told her the distance killed it, she said she was offering to move here, i told her she barely knows me to make such decision. oh well! plus i am at university which means i gotta fuck around a bit, hey? i can't be commited now and regret when i'm 40. cuz that's what ALWAYS happens. |
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| Xmas sux. |
[Dec. 12th, 2005|05:36 pm] |
My sister came back today, I warned her that the city would be ten times worse without the students around, the STUDENTS are what makes this place great.
Anyway she sent me pictures of Dad to my phone, I felt kind of sad because I never told him how great he was when he was around. actually the ONLY thing that makes me feel better is knowing that I, too, will die one day. perhaps I'll see my deceased relatives by then. not a very healthy way to think but it's true.
We're doing our christmas shopping today. |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 30th, 2005|09:49 am] |
well last night was 'kinda' fun... we went to about 11 pubs.
i got kicked out of the library, the bartender was FUCKED UP. he asked for an ID, I said all I got is my university ID, he asked for drivers license or a |
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| (no subject) |
[Nov. 21st, 2005|09:54 pm] |
everything is going fine... the shock is kind of over now, i'm going through a phase where i'm missing my dad, thinking if he's still around in some other form or what. i really wanna tell him how proud we are of him and the way he raised us, he never had hit any of us, supplied us with whatever we needed, so many things i can't find words to describe them with.
people tell me that spirits remain around their homes and their families, other tell me some other stuff, i'd like to believe that dad is still around, sometimes we get this feeling that he actually is. whenever i do something he liked us doing, i get so excited, first time i did something he loved after he passed away i got this strong exciting feeling, i can't even describe it, i felt like dad was all around me smiling. i do good at univ and i feel like hes there. it's so strange. i tend not to share everything with people cuz they'll simply think i've gone nuts.
anyhow everyones been real nice to us, even my used-to-be-mean personal tutor, i asked her the other day not to sympathise me and to treat me like the rest, i had to put it in a nice way as well, i hate being sympathised.big time!
anyhow things aren't going too well with my gf. she put me off for some silly reason and well, once you;re off. shes thinking i like someone else and that sort of things. well yes and no. i do like a person for few days then i kinda see something i don't like from them then i jsut forget them. the main problem in this relationship is the distance, although shes doing her best to come and see me ONCE every three weeks, i'm still not satisfied. i dunno whether i should just break it off or continue ignoring and such, it's real pain when you don't wanna hurt someone but you no longer want to be with them. shit. |
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| dad |
[Nov. 13th, 2005|11:14 am] |
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Well my dad passed away today, I don't feel shocked, I feel like it's all unreal, me and dad used to be very close and now hes again, the fact that i'm ina different country kills as well. mom called me this morning telling me had a heart attack and my lil bro saw him at 5 am on the ground. i've been crying like a baby ever since. |
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| lost coach trip |
[Sep. 19th, 2005|10:14 pm] |
well my gf spend the weekend with me, it was a KICK ass, she liked the city and she liked my flat. hehe we got lost on our way to this city, we got off the coach on an earlier stop at like 1 am at night, drunk people were all over the place, fucked up shit. i do like her more and more the more time i spend with her, only thing that bothers me about her is that she lives a bit too far and well i hate travellin. anyway i went to uni today it kicked ass everyone was old and mature, sure there were few assholes here and there but generally everyone was ok.
one thing that got on my nerves a little bit was the way people were starring at us, we got this RIGHT bitchy-dirty look while walking by those muslim couple, i dunno where the guy was from but he looked at me in a way which was WAY too fucked up, the kinda looks girls give to each other at highschools and shit where they look at up and down sorta thing. heather went to me they think you're one of them and cuz you're going out with an english girl they don't like it. she was a bit annoyed about the fact that she thinks i'll give up on her cuz of the way people look at us.
anyway we spent the rest of the day at mine, we had so much fun, we cooked together, after the meal i carried her to bed and uhh made love, we then talked till we fell asleep. then in the morning i had to wake her up so she can catch her train, i made her coffee hehe it was great, i feel like she appreciates the way i treat her. |
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| luv hev |
[Sep. 13th, 2005|06:19 pm] |
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well i'm in love again, i spend the last two days with my girlfriend, she was a bit tense when she first saw me, later on at night we were rocking, she looks sooooooooooo sexy when shes got her hair curly and ties it up, fuck i got sick of straight hair lol umm also she's the first girl i have sex with no condom, she wasn't on the pill either so uhh.. i dunno lol we kept talkin about it why i did it and why she did not stop me lol oooo well, it's good to be in love again. yaaaaaaaaaaa hoooooooooooooooooooooooo~! |
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| ben |
[Sep. 3rd, 2005|12:03 pm] |
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something is strange about this ben dude, whenever i walk into his office he seems to be nervous and paranoid. |
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| an intelligent person from ntl finally! |
[Aug. 27th, 2005|01:23 pm] |
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i spoke with ben today, ahahah. the man is naughty, he's got a thing going on with the landlord's daughter, she ain't bad, ain't bad at all! but im stickin with my girl hehe, i love her to pieces. |
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| finally found my hobby?? |
[Aug. 25th, 2005|07:36 pm] |
well, i've been doing all the housework and boy, im LOVING it!! i love cooking so bad that i spend hours in the kitchen!
i got less than 2 wks till my baby comes back. my friend is leaving after tomorrow boy i feel like i got no social life whatsoever!! and f***************king NTL's internet is messed up, they installed it but it's still not working, their tech support is just as useful as a cockroach! |
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| hate violence |
[Aug. 24th, 2005|08:03 pm] |
hi, i'm still surviving, life could get better, i'm hopeful, maybe it will!
i hate violence. |
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| bumped into the three idiots. |
[Aug. 10th, 2005|06:33 pm] |
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so i saw them, yesterday she was miss rude girl, today she looked like she was pissing her pants off, i didn't say hello or anything.i don't know why she was scared, as far as i know she's a psycho whose been through some fucked up shit and probably reliving that shit. it's not like i'd ever hurt a woman anyway, she's over-abused me and i didn't do shit. ANYHOW, they're just kids, shouldn't be that bothered about the whole thing, it's only some time and i'm out of here. |
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| spoken with her... she's a nutcase. |
[Aug. 10th, 2005|08:24 am] |
well i spoke with that that girl, i ain't even calling her an ex cuz i'm embarrassed of how she turned out!
i called her yesterday thinking we're all cool.
it went something like this
she went 'hello' -in a nice way.
as soon as i said hello, her voice completely changed as if i had been boring th ehell out of her during the last weeks, this was the 1st time i speak to her in like 8 weeks, anyway i asked her what was up with the attitude, she didn'tanswer. i go to her 'well obviously there's still shitload of hate' i asked her to do me a favor and tell me if her friends worked, so i can figure out the time they go out and in to avoid them, you know. well she goes to me 'it's none of your business is it?' then i go well i just want to know cuz i'v ebeen spat on, cussed at and shitlike this, she just laughed!!!
then i told her they must've told you. she goes 'no we've got better things to talk about than you' -BASICALLY the whole conversation i felt like she was going to eat me alive for no good reason. i just pray she's not thinking that i actually still like her LOL cuz that's not the case, i only called cuz i wanna know she got half of this town on me, i'd rather touch a dog's penis than touch her seriously. it was quite shocking the way she was talking to me. when i realized that she's friggin sore like hell, i went 'k nice talking to you again, bye' then hung up quickly. DAMN
few months ago i was describing her as gorgeous and innocent, now she's a complete bitch. man the only reason i went out with that girl was cuz she had a nice ass and nice hair. that's truth lol
anyway i've decided to take the whole thing more serious, i've decided to move out of here, i mean obviously i'm doing something and it's getting on her nerves and sooner or later she'll try to get me back for whatever shit i'm doing. i'm beginning to believe that she truly is a nutcase. |
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| hooters |
[Aug. 9th, 2005|10:01 pm] |
we went to hooters today, me, shak and sulven. i had a steak sandwich, it wasn't THAT good, it's just the girls over there, they had HOT bodies. oooooooooooooooo damn, they make you forget how SHIT their food is. the tight orange shorts and the white top is just too sexy.
it made me grateful for being single. heheheh there's a whole world out there!!!! |
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| bumped into franchesco, THE ITALIAN TALIBAN. |
[Aug. 8th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
well i had my headphones on earlier and as i was crossing the street, i was surprised by this familiar face, it's the taliban obesessed guy!!! he did a gun thingie with his hand and shot me with it lol. he's got one ugly face and had mean looks on it, i waved hello at him. LOL he then went, then he came back on his bike, he spat infront of me. then went off. i pretended like i didn't see him. i'm not even sure if he had said anything to me. i dunno but i'm not scared anymore. if they wanted to do anything, they would've done it already. plus he's 30 and i'm 20. i don't understand why the hell he wouldnt grow up. i won't let shitheads like that bother me.
i actually wanted to stop and ask him why he hated me so much, is it over that girl or is it cuz i'm american? i spoke to him a long time ago before all this shit happened and he kept telling me how he loved sept 11th and shit like that and how he's angry at things in iraq. well what do you know, i'm getting blamed for shit BUSH HAD DONE!!!!!! |
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| undercover whore |
[Jul. 28th, 2005|03:45 pm] |
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there is one girl i find her cool but i'm worried that she might be another undercover whore. |
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| took dads car again!! |
[Jul. 26th, 2005|07:16 pm] |
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well my sister was taking the car to the supermarket, i decided to take it off her knowning she sucks at driving, we dropped her off and VRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRROOOOOOOOOOOM we went cruisin with his car again. i called him to tell him that i was going to get some food, he didn't yell, he jst said COME BACK NOW. lol YEEEEEEEEEEEHA. i ain't got valid license and the day i get pulled over, i'll be FUCT. but that's ok, i'm used to it now. :D |
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